Whuteva happenz Lord, don't pass me by!
Coz wheneva I did wrong it was yo name I cried!
I heard u forgave ova n ova again!
But when I found out I luv u, u became ammune to ma sinz!
Laid wide awake in da middle of ma sleep!
N sometimez it'z me Lord!
I neva wanted to b' a THUGMOTHA!
I only wanted to b' a SON'S MOTHA!
Dat'z how it soundz inside, worse than da war in Iraq, when it'z me againzt I!
I gave up da weed n somehow I'm still high!
Sumtimez I dont know whut u want from me, but I do know u know whut I want from u!
GIVE IT TO ME!
Take away thiz Hennessy, take away thiz bling blingz!
Stop people from hatin' me, take away all thiz jealouzy and prejudicy!
Lord u said it was betta place!
I grew up around pimpz, hustlaz, hoez n project gatez!
But da devil iz a lie coz I believe within'
U'r da reason dat I'm still here, even though I don't act like it!
Even though I hear ma callin' n fight it!
Foolz do me so wrong, it'z hard to stay righteouz!
Pimpin' was allowed to happen,I'll hide it!
Believe me Lord I want u, got money n lived large but still it just wont do!
Sumtimez I dont like who I am..
I look at tha mirror ma reflection iz great but deep inside iz DAAAMNNN..
Whateva,I guide ma life,
DEAR GOD DON'T LET ME DIE TONITE!
But if I shall b4 I wake, I'd accept ma fate!
I did whut? Inside of ma heart iz TRUTH's place!
I guess so I can leave thiz food on ma plate!
I'll try to learn how to pray til judgement day!
I guess I'm not finished wit' ma journey, please forgive me fo' ma sinz!
Can't stop maself,can't promise Lord,i can't do thiz!